05-01-2012, 08:16 PM
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(05-01-2012, 06:55 PM)Rhubarb Wrote: Finally agree to go for assessment (not counseling the doctor assured me). Mark dropped me off dead on 9.25 for the 9.30 appointment and it felt like for ever before this 'school girl' met me to fill in a form and ask questions. I felt horrible.
Two questions pissed me off.
No- three.
When did I feel at my worst? (Now- answering bloody stupid questions)
Is there any attributing factors to feel like this? (were you not listening!)
Do you feel at any time you would take your own life? What!
Well...now you mention it I hadn't before though.
Suggest I go to a 5 week evening class to over come my fears. I am not in fear!
Does this sound like counseling? Damn well does to me...I haven't booked into the class.
Today seems to be a day of aggravating bullshit at doctors. I spent all day - no exaggeration - on the phone trying to arrange tests, get approvals and find and an endocrinologist. Two morons are now on the verge of being fired. No joke. They're provisional and what they put me thru today got me calling their boss and the doctor will be informed.
Still can't find an endocrinologist. I may just ignore the problem and die in ignorance.
I have no idea what you're talking about so here's a bunny with a pancake on it's head









